My Wedding if i ever change my mind.

Hey Bitches

I was just watching a wedding programme, I hate weddings by the way. But if i ever hit my head and decided to chain myself to a sink I have a wedding plan.

My Dress. Black tartan dress.
My Appearnce. Lots of eye liner, Black Hair, Red shoes.
Church/ Haunted Castle. Purple Flowers, Roses.
Entrance. I enter with harleys behind me I would be in a Black Lambo or a Ferrari.
Music. Reggae Rock and Metal.
Bridesmades. Red and Black.
Groom. Longish Hair looking like a mixture or Jack sparrow(Pirates or the caribean)and Gerard Way.
Entrance Music. Welcome to the Jungle.


See I think weddings should be fun and not all pretty and white. I like things and people who are dark as you can tell.

I had to get this of my chest, None of my freinds like my darkness.

This week has been eventfull for the summer holiday, I really want to get back to college, I miss the mental stimulation and writing. Hopefully I have done well in the exam this year I need it to start my HNC and start uni. I've started writing a book which is so much fun.

This week my niece turned one, My sister had a tea party for her, She was going mad after it but it was great fun.

I have taken up hill walking this week, I love it so does my dog, Fresh air works wonders and it had cured my sleep problems, The worst thing about holidays is that I can sleep all day.

I was dragged round Galashiels on tuesday, which was very tiring I eventully gave up and went car spotting and I have decided I want a BMW 4x4 their so pretty or a Ferrari or a Lambo, With my current bank balance I can afford fresh air.

Being on Holiday has given me alot of time on my hands, I'm becoming a little car fanatic, I've started making sure i'm home to watch Top Gear on dave and BBC.

I'm now a proper student.

University

I just started my University application this week, I am starting to get very stressed and nervous. Thank god for thestudentroom.co.uk it has kept me sane its really hard not having someone who i can talk to about uni. My family and best freind dont understand uni so its not a big deal to them. But I have been waiting for three years to start applying. I never realised I had what it took for university, Someone once said i should get a full time job and forget about it others have sad I didn't expect you to go back to education. Why can't everyone just accept that I am not stupid and I am doing well in college. My Dads side of the family are there for me I think, They take an interest. I dont have a job so my mum is angry at me it doesn't matter that I am working hard to get a good education.